BACK TO SCHOOL.

after a really really really long break.
wasnt exactly a break. but it was one from school.
now exams are over, and we all need to get over our horrible mid year results and start out 2 plus months race towards As.
im not exactly in a state of panic or stress now.
more of one in denial.
that As are approaching, the year's ending, im turning 18 soon.
its all too fast.

what happened to stop and smell the roses.

but in Singapore, well, that will never happen.
other than the fact that we do not have roses along sidewalks, we do not have the privilege to take our time to do things.
its all deadlines, fast approaching D-days.
i kinda wanna have life in NZ were i can sit on grass, watch clouds go by, analyse sheeps' poo, hear cows moo...etc.

but. i'll not know what to do with my free time.
so back to the topic of back to school.
im happy im back, but im unhappy that i know i have to start working hard.
its a love-hate situation.
in anycase, i know God's watching over me, he's giving me blessings, and helping me through so much.

come to think of it, i never do well enough to get to top schools, or bad enough to go to the worse schools. God always provides me with whats best for me. i think if i went to TKGS i'll turn out weird, or if i went to YJ i'll prolly be mugging my ass off now.
but he brought me to KCP and CJC where im able to do things at paces i can handle, and still have time to waste sitting at Minds Cafe playing Saboteur 2 nights before a maths examination.

a 16 pointer, doing, with God's blessings, relatively well in class.
though i've goten 34/100 for maths, its something i can work harder on.

really thank JESUS for everything. ((: friends, family, food.



4:50 PM