my suspicions have been confirmed.
im just waiting till they finally trust me enough to tell me.
im not gonna probe, or say anything about it.
just gonna wait.

anw, i've been missing too much of Club.
i miss the kids. and the volunteers. its such a pity that when i look at the emails
they're so exciting but i cant be there.
did God really want me to serve there? or did i act on my own accord.
cause it seems that Band or Gkidz isnt gonna allow me to be there till next year.
thats a drag.
but im gonna trust God for all he has done in me through serving these children,
and hopefully, they will miss me as much as i miss them.
which. is. well.

oh well.
its not about our capabilities. just about our availability.
my availability is rather low at the moment. what does that mean.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
life's a drag. 11:28 PM