Sunday, August 05, 2007

meet Keith. (:
from Serangoon Club!
anw, i really want to thank god.
he blessed me with so much.
with people to hang out with in band.
for being closer to my class people.
for church friends who are so ON about everything.
for providing me with everything i need.
and i want to dedicate this post to GOD for blessing me with my service in YA.
i gave up my place in the student conductor's course.
basically because i felt like i wasnt up to the job, and i dont really like being stressed about the band's sound and all.
so i gave it up.
and on saturday i went for club after that
i really thank god.
i felt so LOVED the moment i stepped inside the room.
the girls were shouting" DELPHNE JIE JIE!!!!!"
its just indescribable, the feeling.
i blessed a few of them. young kids, but they do understand, though not fully perhaps.
played games, and they really like drag me into playing.
after club, ben fee and i brought Keith and Roy to Macdonalds to have just a time of bonding.
the two boys, when i first started. didnt want to talk to me. when i talk to them they ignore me or say " im not even talking to you"
but yesterday.
roy pulled me and placed something into my bag and trusted me with something.
he's damn cute.
and keith. played with my handphone taking all sorts of pictures of himself, ben, of his bag and all.
(psst fee. i decided not to post the picture. JUST IN CASE i get blacklisted)
anw, yes. they were damn cute. though mischevious.
THANK GOD FOR MY SERVICE IN YA!
regardless.
i enjoyed myself during hopsi today.
i was a FRONTLINER and i love the job.
seeing people smile, and seeing people i know smiling cheekily at me.
makes me happy. (:
awesome man.
god, im sorry for being far away from you.
i want to draw near to your presence again
to be right with you.
i saw you breaking my fall
these were the words that came to my mind during service.
indeed, now i see god's hand breaking my fall.
preventing me from being hurt beyond what i can handle.
thank you god.
8:58 PM