Friday, August 24, 2007

i miss these two pigs. ))):
band isnt the same without them
ANW. the last few days have been rather. eventful.
just loads of school. and school. and school.
and annoying principal.
HE'S SO ANNOYING! dont get me started.
he totally contradicts himself and like. is so UNREASONABLE.
he's total lame excuse for not letting us study in the band room(while we were supposed to be having practice) is that we're wasting AIR CONDITIONING.
WHAT A FREAKING LAME EXCUSE.
it so doesnt make ANY sense. its like. think of something better
or we'll have to put your excuse in the heineken record book of lame excuses.
WTH
anw. i skipped school today.
just felt So tired and drained.
anw, i found a friend who totally knows what im going through.
she happens to be my childhood friend/classmate except we didnt talk much.
really thank god for her.
i felt so tired of having to bear with everyone around me. in school. outside.
its just disgusting.
like having to be someone im not, not being able to say what i feel. its just.
emotionally draining.
but thanks be to god. who ALWAYS leads us in triumph.
during GCYC today, god totally spoke to me through pastor julie's message.
to SOAR, SEE and WAIT like an EAGLE.
god gave me this word SO many times.
"They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings as eagles. They shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint."
really. even came back, opened my email and i saw this verse(thanks ASHER)
thank god. i shall not be weary and tired anymore.
he really spoke to me in the service, worship even.
thank god.
i shall renew that encounter with him.
Call Upon the Name of the Lord, and be Saved.
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