completely at a lost.
thats how i freaking feel right now.
damnit.
school work piling up.
band practices taking up my life.
i have no time for even homework.
when i come home i just feel like. doing absolutely nothing.
damnit.

i feel like im losing you.
same way i lost my of my other friends.
to guys.
i feel like.
im always asking how you are.
and you seldom reciprocate that concern.
its hard to believe that you care.
i dont mean to doubt it.
i just. dont see it coming from you.
you're always so distracted when i talk to you.
you never seem to pay attention to what i say.
when my friends say " i wont let him come between my friendships and all"
they never fail to contradict what they say.
and i see it happening in you.

right now when i need a listening ear the most.
you're distracted.
all you say, is " you sure can cope"
im not sure if i can cope.
im not sure if you really care for me.
damnit.

i feel like giving up on life.
and you're not helping.

sisters forever sure.
lend me a listening ear.
dont just say what you mean.
mean what you say.
i need you here.
for me to shed my tears.
dont let me lose you
dont make me feel like a fool.
i dont mind you hanging out with him.
just dont leave me hanging by the rim.
sisters forever sure.
wont you just lend me your listening ear. 10:18 PM