Friday, April 13, 2007
1T13
yay. we did our class flag.
okay. they did out class flag.
i helped colour like some parts. (:
NICE RIGHT?!(:
anw, school's gg to be real tough in the next month.
i HAVE to complete my homework.
i better do. or i'll break my new year's resolution again. ):
SYF band practices.mounting school work.church involvementsfriends.MIDYEARS.how am i gg to cope.god give me strength.
today during band sectionals,
the dance group were rehearsing in the quadrangle.
oh man their SYF dance is DAMN nice.
i feel damn jealous.
but knowing my size, i know i cant join dance they wouldnt accept me.
dance. i havent been dancing for a while.
stiff fat and inflexible.
gosh i need to get back dancing. ):
feels damn weird to not meet up with any church ppl for a week.
after the intensive nearly everyday outings with them.
this week none.
and next week school's starting for the poly kids.
and its gg to be worse.
oh well. ):
which brings me to my next point.
when your friends seem so far away,
god is always there for you.
i came down from the bus ytd. and as usual, my MP3 was blasting ISRAEL HOUGHTON AND NEWBREED into my ears.
the song playing was " let it rain "
and it started to rain on me.
healing water, flow over my soul.
overflow overflow overflow
let it rain.
really reminded of god's love for me.(:
that he sent the rain to complement the song,
to show me, that he is indeed everywhere.
and that his favour is upon me.
thank you god, jesus and the holy spirit.
i saw on the slanted hill a putrid lamb.
Propped with daisies. The sleep looked deep.
the face nudged into the green pillow,
but the guts out for crows to eat.
where's the lamb, who's tender plaint
mute breezes.
say he's in the wind somewhere.
say there's a lamb among the daisies.
10:35 PM
1T13