sanctification week

was good.
ESPECIALLY last night.
pastor roland spoke
and he really spoke.
when he told us to stand at the end.
i was telling myself and god
that i think i dealt with all my hurts already
dont really need to deal with anything.
but i want to surrender my pride.
so i did,
and god really touched me.

altar call i went forward.
knelt before god and laid down my pride to him.
god also started to deal with other issues in my life.
hurts that have not been healed.
that have been recently caused.
and when pastor eugene tol us what god said
"my daughter, im proud of you"
i broke down uncontrollably.
it made me feel so so loved.
me and isabel prayed for one another.
and i realised that i have been hurt by this one person.
and i didnt even realise until isabel prayed about it for some reason.
i broke down again.

really thank god for his love
and his touch once again
now im sanctified and changed! (:

thank god for isabel and dan wong.
he was beside me.
and when he was leaving to go back to his seat
he saw me still crying when isabel was praying for me.
so he placed his tissue pack on my lap.
sweet of him.
and isabel.
spoke into my life
i love her. so much.(: 11:16 PM