did i mention, that i may have to give up my spot in CJC?

for one. millions of good students that scored 11 pts and below
are staying.
two. i got freaking 16 points.
three. other less than 14 pointers are probably gg to apply for CJC.
four. im not a very good euphonium player. sir has no reason to keep me.
five. i got freaking 16 points.

that basically sums up why i have to give up my place in CJC
with people like these. who needs delphne-ese.
rahr.
11 pointers should all just apply for ACJC and SAJC and AJC
and leave CJC for people like me with no where else to go.

honestly.
if its god's will, im sure i'll be able to get somewhere.
but its where thats the problem.
rahr. the most i go republic poly. im sure i can make it. (:

am i unduly worried?
i dont think so.
i have all reason to be nervous and start pacing around my room
thinking hard on the bright side.

what bright side? 10:32 PM