fear=faith in the wrong thing.

i agree with pastor doug lambert.
fear of receiving O level results
is believing that your O level results will not be good.
oh well.

god spoke to me through the sermon.
obeying him completely is hearing him speak and not doubt your ability to accomplish it or questioning god's intentions.
you'll never know a difference it would make to the person god wants you to speak to
so im gg to try to obey him.

and yes i went forward for altar call.
the person who prayed for me said something
about pride.
pride is one major obstacle for me
even if i dont usually show my pride.
its there. in ways subtle or not.
i have to try to overcome it.
the person prayed that i should surrender my pride to god.
and not let it stop me from obeying him
it brought me back to what asher said
that once the songs are sung by other people
its not our song anymore.
but god's. its their song to connect with god.
and also.
when people scold me or gives me advice.
im gg to take it by my stride and learn from my mistake.
pride aint gg to make me hurt or angry.

"lord. i surrender all. i surrender all my GLORY AND FAME.
i surrender all thats in my NAME." 6:35 PM