i was thinking about my auditions last night
was telling aaron about it.
thanks boy. =)
mm. i realised (he made me realise) that i've grown closer to the LORD through all this crap.
i mean, i really heard from him lah.
and its amazing cos i usually dont.
and it has been something i wanted for AGES.
so i guess i got something i really wanted through this. =)
other than having a chance to go to VJ.
anws thanks aaron. =)

i also realised.
the people that are the closest to me physically,
may not be the ones that are the CLOSEST to me.
i mean,
the people im with, are not the ones that i REALLy talk to.
i mean, how many people knew about my auditions,
how many actually asked how it went.
2/3/4?
yeah. oh wells. =) its either that or they know about it but they forgot.
thats equally bad. haha =) nah. i dont mind actually.
but still,
hahah.=)

im still looking for that best friend in my life. where is she/he? 10:23 AM