Monday, June 05, 2006
i dont think it'll ever be the same again
i mean. i look back. i regretted not saying yes.
but then again. i know, that somehow im not worthy of you.
i mean. ya.
but now we're both too caught up with school.
wait. not me. you are.
you're just to busy for anything else except school and church.
you dont even wanna talk to me anymore.
it hurts.
but i know, i cant keep you forever.
that liking for me will nto even stay.
from what i see it didnt even stay for more than 3months.
it was wishful thinking on my part.
im supposed to have forgotten abt that feeling.
but it lingers..
that sucks. but i know,
i'll move on.
you have already moved on.
i dont even feel like we're friends anymore.
just regular hi-bye friends who dont talk.
what happened to that relationship where we talked for ages.
where you called me, you replied my msges.
you dont even bother abt them anymore.
i have given up trying to get an answer out of you.
does guitar and music come before friends?
if thats it i rather you not have any music talent.
but then again
you're not mine.
i cant tell you what to do.
6:53 PM