when i see you like that.
i feel sad.
not because of how you guys live yr life now.
but because ifeel like i've not been there fro you guys enough.
i donno.
but somehow i feel like you guys have changed.
to ppl i dont really know
like i dont know whats going on in yr life.
and how you guys feel about things
i feel bad like i've not been there.
i feel like. i've failed you guys as a friend.
i donno.
i feel lousy
i feel bad.
i feel sorry to GOD and the two of you.
please do share with me yr feelings.
maybe i can help
but i dont want you guys to carry on like that
i knwo GOD misses you guys.
i know he really really does.
and i want to bring you gusy back to him.
god help me.

i love you guys. please let me help you.
you may think you dont need help.
but i know you do.
i want to see you in heaven, not regretting anything at all.
i love you. 9:10 PM