ytd morning. i went for band. halfway dint feel really well.
then when assembly time i told godma that i need to go home not feeling well. and she was like OK. i will help you tell miss teo. okay so i went back.
then went for band. had sectionals. exco meeting.
then tailor came. waited and waited. oh wells. the band was seriously noisy and i was not feeling well. therefore i shouted. and i scolded adriel and jayne.
okay. i seriously need to train them.
in discipline and stuff.
oh wells.
today woke up. honestly i couldnt wake up cos i slept too much ytd. back i woke up anw.
went for school.
alrights.
as usual i felt really tired.
but was msging paul all the way.
i was bored. what to do.
haha. and paul. yu dont have to talk to my teacher. she probably scold you or something. it was just a headache.
and alright. yr slap dint really hurt! haha. =D SMILE> dont be troubled.

honestly. i have been thinking abt a lot of stuff lately. abt school work. and ppl ard me and my own character and stuff.
i seriously need to buck up. i did really badly for my chem paper. and owe mrs tay 10 sets of homework and still counting.im sec four. i need to start cramming.
and seriously, its not that i feel inferior. its the things ard me that makes me feel inferior.
i wont go into details.
and i realised. many things i do need to reconsider. the things i do, my own character and stuff. it really sucks. and i need amendments. i mean. yeah im a piece of stone that needs polishing to become a diamond. and i honestly need god's help. i know he's there.
and the onyl person i tell EVERYTHING to is god. maybe its my sensitivity or stuff. i dont feel secure telling anyone else. i mean. yeah. one or two stuff. but not everything. and. maybe its AGAIN me. but i dont feel safe showing my real emotions. yeah i look happy or tired. sometimes pissed. but ppl cant see what im actually thinking inside. oh wells.

anws julia's birthdya is coming soon. jayne's as well.
im going to buy presents for them!/
and little boxes of chocolates for my dears. =D
as friends, we give presents on that special day as well! =D

oh wells. TAKECARE NIC! and the rest of the class. dont falll sick. =) 4:42 PM